you make me crash and burn to the ground.

Dear Blog,

Today, it was a good day, i curled up in my duvet whilst watching criminal minds, then before i knew it it was time for Dinner, we are so classy we had kebabs.
When i got home from being out with my friends, i went on facebook and i had an email. it was from my ex, great. ever since me and him broke up little over a year ago now he likes to email me verbal abuse. this gets me down because i broke up with him for cheating and ever since i have regretted it.

I miss everything about him.
i miss the way we used to sing like crazy on sing-star, the way we used to curl up together on the sofa whilst watching TV with his family and they way he smiled, smelled. and every single part of me wants me to say to him that i didn't mean to break up with him, i still love you.
But, to me, you should be over your ex if it has been over a year, but my family bring him up, even when i go to pick up my little sister from school he is there and sometimes i just want to run and hide and cry till i dehydrate.
that is what i at night before i sleep. i cry at everything that has something to do with love. even my diary doesn't help anymore. i do not know if this is normal, do i go to a psychiatrist? i am confused.

Bye Blog.

mynotsosociallife.